well i just wanted to take some time just to say....

 

that i am in love with the most beautiful girl in the whole fucking world!!!

no doubt about that

 

i miss her kisses, her hugs, an i miss the cuddleing

the laughing!

every thing about her

 

fighting over the dog in "never ending story".... wich i thought i was a dragon ^-^ teehee

but i was wrong

i admite it =]

 

but dam it made for one hell of a good time and a play fight

laughing an gigleing name calling...

wich lead to some masse cuddleing =]

 

man what i would give up in my life to keep her forever!

 

i love her so much!!!

 

only nine days....

 

hehe till a year!

with my adorable girlfriend =]]]

 

love you baby ill talk to ya soon...

 

MUWAH!!!!

 

baby
keep your self strong even within the bad!
nomatter what,
I am there for you.

 

I want you to tell your self that your beautiful!
I need you to believe that you are because it is the truth
your not only beautiful on the out side, do you know that?

your soul must be breath taking

like a color that has never been seen before
every one has that beauty within their hearts
 
keep your chin up!
tell your self you are beautiful!

will you do that for me

 

i dont want you to try, my love.
i need you too do that for me.
cuz if something was to happen to me...
you should know that your the greats thing on earth

 

i know you have that strengh
to keep your heart strong
i know you do

 

i dont need to see a rose get trampled on
by someone with just and ugly color

im here to save you from the ugly
the bad 
and the rotten colors of this world
that are trying to fade your beautiy

 

you baby
are one of the many things that is beautiful in this world
and your are the love of my life

remember that always!
never forget.

 

your heart, soul, mind, the color of your heart,
your face, your body,
every thing about you is what i call beautiful!

 

happy valentines day baby

 

you will always be mine
so can i be yours?

=]

I LOVE YOU GEN!

 

this is just a random blog to let you know that

 

=]

my friend was the driver of this massacur

with no faitel deaths

but the lost of our minds

in some way we all die on the inside

no longer the man i thought i was

lost all grasp on my life

blank thoughts every day

is life real or a haunting dream of yesterday

i put no blame today on the friend that changed my life

in fact i thank him for the opening of my eyes with in these lies in my life

 

a year later i am a new man

no questions asked

dealing with the pain over a year now

of consten head aches

rateing to a 7 out of 10 most days

 

but theres one little thing that turned my life around

wait one BIG thing that has changed my life for good

 

her name is jennifer helen smart

 

.....but i like gen, genny, genny bear, genny poo, and theres more =]

 

i love her with all of my heart!

100% times the days ive spent alive in this world

i met her back in the days of march of 08

its almost are year now siting here thinking its 09

and only a few weeks left to show her a night too reamber forever

and boy am i happy to have her

she save my heart, soul, and will to live

she has rebooted my robo love muscle 

with her i could never die!

 

 

 

 

 

gen i wrote this for you
Category: love

i tell you, your beautiful

in every single way

you dont even know

that u could make my day

and

just a smile

just a smile is all that i ask for

and i could faint

fall right throw the floor

i cant even show you how

if you dont let me know how

so i wrote this song

hopin that this might do for now

but girl words to a beat

dont show much

about how i care about you

girl my heart it cant stop beating now

you got my mind runnin on overdrive

im about to have a fuckin heart attack

the butterflies

are attackin my insides

growin fiercer now

like the man on the moon

for the first time

ive defied gravity

the antihumanity

is tearin my away from reality

takin control of me

grabin a hold of me...

your lips are takin away the breath in me

no matter what a man could say

your always beautiful

 so

please

please baby girl 

dont let your past be an anchor

draggin you down

into the bottom of your heart

it could be

the worst thing

you ever did

so let me be your life preserver

grab my hand and dont let go

a man like me

can get jealous like the rest

if a man where to take you away from me

i would have to rip his fuckin heart out of his chest

like he would have done to me

cuz girl i dont want to let you go

so listen to the beats of this song

just lettin you know

my heart is there for you

and please dont let go?